the list of things to do

I need to first of all do a little bit each day.

I need to repack the boxes of books, dvd's, and videogames that michal wants to keep.

I need to get the furniture sold.

I need to get my car and Michal's old subaru sold.

I need to make sure we eat nutritiously as well, or we'll just get ill and stressed out.

I need to keep hope that all these things will go easy, and not panic if we don't get everything done.

I need to not give up and quit in the middle of the road. There has been a tendancy to want to do this in my lifetime, especially when the going gets tough. However, it is not an option today, or tomorrow, and it certainly wouldn't help me to quit on everything that I know and love. I need to work on my relationship with Michal as well, and be more optimistic about everything.

Above all else, I need to remember that I have a purpose and value, and that wallowing in self-pity and misery will only hurt me in the long run. After all, the future is sure to be brighter than the past, and I have family who love and care about me.