Stupid is as stupid does

I have had a weird week.

And stupid is really as stupid does.

I spent some money, went for a ridiculous road trip, and really hurt his feelings. I feel awful about it. I hope he will forgive me for being a wimp about him and everything else.

And we need to talk, and also to have our own separate but equally fulfilling lives. There is a change on the horizon, and change is healthy and good, but also scary and stressful. I need the grace to accept it with an open heart, and not panic.